just been reading and watching the Vid - i know it may seem hard at times and every thing just out of reach - but never give up, some thing good will always be round the corner - you may just end up with two
it a shame your not near, as i will have my VZ coming up for sale once it is mended and back from my repair guy - not what you need to hear i guess
good luck in getting one or two VZ's
cheers B